Tuesday, 15 January 2019

Fear

I'm not thinking about sad and scary stuff
All the time
I really am not
Scary stuff
Thinking of
Scary stuff
Is scary
I'm not going to think
Of scary stuff
Anymore
Anymore

I...
I don't need fear anymore
I could just run away you know
I could
I could just fall away
Splatter into so many pieces
You'll never find me
You'll never piece me back together
That's how insignificant you are

I
Could spend a million years
Detailing how little you mean to me
That's how insignificant you are
That's how far away you've gone

I
Could just run away
You know
I really really could
So why don't I?
Why don't I dare?
I'm too scared to run away
From the comfort you showed me
Too scared of life without you
Too scares of death without you
Scared to see you again
Scared to be without you
I'm scared of nothing
Nothing at all

I
Could find the warmth again
That you showed me
But how could I
After the pain you showed me?

You
Could come back
And it'd all come back
Together
I'm sure

I
Can hear it in your silence
I
Can see it in your body
That you don't want to be here anymore
I
Can hear it in the silence
Can see it in their bodies
Please make them all go away

I...
I could stop thinking about sad and scary stuff
I should stop thinking about sad and scary stuff
I'm not thinking of sad and scary stuff

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